So I have now less than two weeks until school again. In some ways I am looking forward to it. We are going to have the BEST teacher ever! He is this rather old man, but he is sooo funny and I think he could make the lamest class in world interesting. AND I’m looking forward to see my class again cause they are such great people.
But I am kind of dreading something too. Mostly i am dreading PE. Now I am okay at sports, and I think it is a lot of sports, but I have developed this anxiety for like jogging in crowds, and there this test called the bib-test which I am simply terrified of. Whenever I run with other people, and I can hear my own breathing I start hyperventilating. And it is really bad! I’ve been doing it for some years without knowing what it was. At first I thought maybe it was astma or something but it only happens when I’m running while other people are around… So I did some jogging with my father and it happened again, and then I realised that I was hyperventilating and my father thought I was weird haha :b But he could tell too that it was because of somehting going on in my head and not only because I am in a bad physical condition - which I am too :b hah… But still it is horribel feeling not being able to breath properly and I always panic and starts crying. So yes, I am dreading PE, cause it would be so humiliating if it happened in front of my classmates :/
But well I guess I’ll just have to live through it.
Oh and I just wanna tell about this book I’ve been reading, called “Looking for Alaska”. It is a very deep and touching story, and it has given me lots to think about! About life, death and the afterlife, and so much more! So please people read it, it is great!