Spirit Macera

Hi guys!

So this is not going to be a very happy blog I am afraid to say! First of all where the hell did christmas go? December month is almost over, and for me it hadn’t even started yet! And there are only a few days til the holiday is over which makes me very very (havn’t I told myself not to say very all the time?) … well the holidays being over makes me rather sad then…  I don’t know what is wrong with me but I wake up in the middle of night and I am totally stressed out about school! I feel like I am not ready to go back! I just feels this huge pressure and I can’t really cope with it… Anyway I had a really nice christmas eve though if you were wondering about that (probably not though) .

And today has just been really really weird! I slept for a loooong time, and then I woke up and my lovely boyfriend came unexpectedly to visit me while he had a break from work, which made me really happy! After that my mum and I went christmas shopping and I found my lovely new years dress!!! AND then after dinner my boyfriend and I went to the cinema to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 which was really cute and funny (I know it is a kids movie!!! Stop bugging me!!! heehee ).

Anyway so I had a REALLY nice day and I have been SO happy the whole time! And then it was like ten o´clock and all my happiness was gone just like that! I mean WTF??? And then I started (for no apparent reason) to think of my lovely horsie I had to sell just before last summer, and I started to miss him terribly!! Ohh how I miss him! I miss the long days just grooming him and having quality time, and I miss our wild rides where he would just run wild and free over the fields with me on his back, and I would release the reins and put my arms out to the sides and just feel the wind!

Sorry about this very whiny blog (I expect my period is just around the corner… I am not even kidding!).

Anyway enjoy the rest of your holiday and be happier than me!!!